nape eyh ? smlm time aku tengok final 1 malaysia ttiba mimpi dkt bdk nieyh ? ohh gosh ! what happen to me . please lahh aku darh try nk lupekn dyew, tp smlm ttiba2 dia muncul dkt otak aku . huhh ! aku ingat time aku overnyte ngan dyew dkt bb . yea ! mmg aku mgaku I miss the time . I miss the way you hug me and hold my hand . ehm .

I don't wanna cry about him . I tired df this ! !

This Story About Some Boy . ehm :((

I really really needing him in my life . dyew dh buad I syg dkt dyew . I happy bila dgn dyew . dyew prnh janji ngan I lpas 1month kte akn together . tp I tau bnde yg dyew ckp tuhh x prnh TERjadi . sbb ramai mber dyew bgy taw I yg dyew tuhh dh ader GF ? ehm . bila I tnye dkt dyew , dyew kate tak betol ! dyew single . tak ramai peminat and kwn dyew ckp semua tk betol . mane yang I bole PERCAYA ? so last nyte , i online my fb . I carey kpastian prob tuhh . I open wall dyew tengok2 ader bdk pompuan nih comment dyew ;

Sayang . i miss you . In relationship with ***** ?

I verry sad after that . I bodoekn mengharapkn org mcm dyew . I sanggup tunggu dyew . Shittt ! tak sangka ! so I msg dyew , mane janji you yg slame nih ? dyew suruh I searching NEW BF . bkn senang weyh nk carey penganti nih ! nape kau darey dulu tak ckp dgn aku, kau dah TAKEN . tak perlu lahh aku menunggu kau ! aku lagi sakit hati ! tp xper , I okeyy :) . About your promisses to me, you can forget that . I really didn't put any hopes on it .

thanks baby make me like this .

My Feel

first i wanna to tell you guys i single already.

i can accept it, hahaha

actually i can't laught,even smile

i really feel so moody

night din sleep, then go working,sleep at working time back home sleep again

then wake. i can't sleep again

why i will like this ?

i keep my self tired and busy

is it will better

and won't think you again ?

god i pray for you give my a happy life, i hate pretend

when i face my family and friend

i keep laugh

but that not me

i can't tell you guys that i verry sad

i sure you guys will call me forget him

that is not i want, i don't want forget

i just want him

am i silly ?

or can call it foollish

no more you, what i gonna do ?

i know no more you i gonna die

but i really hard to life

monday morning, when i alone waithing bus

no one at the road

don't know why i feel like wanna cry again

CRY ?

someone tell me i shall not cry

no worth to cry for him

just feel like lonely

i know my family,friends and you don't want i like a useless person

i know one day i will totally forget all about you

but now i can tell

i still miss and love you

maybe you hate me or else

but_I STLL LOVE YOU BABY

sorry aa ~

sorry for my late late post again.
back to my stories.

Late post - Skul's Carnival

That day also Take Report Card

Rank 10th in my class

Cause few day no attended the exam

And BC n MM was fail ==

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Let try my best of the next exam !

To My Hubby

recently, my hubby keep on complaining that my blog din't write anything bout him

so, here's something for u my dearest hubby ♥

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will

If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right!

If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.

I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.

If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you.

Im feeling really down, need someone to cheer me up

Am really bummed now .

Sitting there with coffee at hand, I am doing nothing. I am not doing anything now . I'm lost.
I don't know what to do .
I can honestly say I do not understand myself.

I do not know what I want.

Is there anyone i can talk to? Why couldn't i say what i feel ? Why i can only keep everything in my heart and letting myself down .

It's so unfair to me.
Is there anyone can borrow me their ears and shoulder ?
I don't know and don't even dare to think about it.
Who can be trusted ? I wonder .

I look at how some people can be so oblivious.
Even I'm going through a rough patch, I wouldn't give up my life for someone else's any other day.

I want to go back to before. when I didn't think this much, when all I
had to worry about is whether I have did the right things . Dejected,
how much we could have.

I'm not stupid

Hey guys .
I'm okay now. (:
I felt much better now and i didn't show people with my sad face already.

I'm not stupid, i know that.
I'm a tough girl no matter what.
I realized everytime I go through a rough patch, it's like I get stupider.
And i don't want to be STUPID!

Actually,
I can forgive and forget easily .
It sucks pretty bad when I found out I was lied to.
and I've said this before, it's okay if you break my heart, it's okay if you inflict pain upon my flesh, I'll forgive you one day.

And now I wouldn't put my trust in people called Friends anymore.

and then there were the heartbreaks.

I want to believe in people so badly.

I trust people because I think everyone deserves a chance and I do not want to be judgmental.

But now, i will never be the same again.

If you ever, ever lie to me, I will never, ever forget you even if I want to.

I will not like to fall prey into your lines and adorable looks again.

So I remember, and I will not be your friend.

You can say that i'm a selfish person , i don't mind.

I just wanna protect myself from lies and hurts .

Friends come and go and how I wish they didn't because it's so hard to find someone I could really talk to.

I wish i can find a friend who i could really talk to whenever I have my heart broken.

I become worse in expressing myself .